I freeze up instantly when she says 'I love you'. I'm sure she's told me dozens of times before in her own way, but it's not the same for me as hearing her say it.

It terrifies me. It terrifies me because she shouldn't love me. I'm not worth it and I'm going to get her hurt. She shouldn't be in love with me, that's a mistake.

I'm also terrified because now she's going to punch me for thinking all that. Probably hard.