I'm not sure if she's quite aware what she's doing to me, the reaction that she's having, or if she's just lost in the moment. I've never done anything like this before, not exactly. I'm not thinking, I'm not looking at the long term, I'm just letting instinct take over.

It's almost scary how easily it happens, how there's no conflict between us just yet. It's like we want the same exact thing in the same exact way. I love what she's doing to me and how's she's doing it. Strong and eager I can't get enough of her in a way that I can't explain.

My breathing is coming faster and my heart is racing. I'm growing more and more aroused but that's only part of my need. I want to connect with her in so many ways that I can't even categorize them all. I just want her.